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- Jan 11, 2008
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- 120
It's on like Donkey Kong!
Age: 40's
Height: 5' 7"
Weight: 239
Injuries: L 4-5 bulged disc
torn PCL
strained supraspinatus
strained biceps femoris tendon
After watching my father die a slow death from cancer, a best friend committing suicide, another best friend dying from a heart attack and then having to give up my career to take care of my mom who came down with Alzheimer's I pretty much gave up on life.
I became a raging alcoholic, a 6 pack a night became an 8 or 9 pack until I finally leveled off at 12-14 beers nightly. Pizza, steak and cheese subs, fettuccine alfredo to soak it all up before I blacked out...well you can see the results.
Suicide was not far from my thoughts but taking care of my mom overruled my decision to pull the trigger on that decision.
I'm entering this contest to prove to myself I still got "it" but more importantly I am sincerely hoping to motivate anyone here that might be down in a deep hole like I have been, not seeing a way out.
I'm not going to spit out a bunch of cliché's or throw a pity party for myself. I am however going to show that even in your darkest moments if you REALLY want to you CAN change your own personal negative outlook.
Age: 40's
Height: 5' 7"
Weight: 239
Injuries: L 4-5 bulged disc
torn PCL
strained supraspinatus
strained biceps femoris tendon
After watching my father die a slow death from cancer, a best friend committing suicide, another best friend dying from a heart attack and then having to give up my career to take care of my mom who came down with Alzheimer's I pretty much gave up on life.
I became a raging alcoholic, a 6 pack a night became an 8 or 9 pack until I finally leveled off at 12-14 beers nightly. Pizza, steak and cheese subs, fettuccine alfredo to soak it all up before I blacked out...well you can see the results.
Suicide was not far from my thoughts but taking care of my mom overruled my decision to pull the trigger on that decision.
I'm entering this contest to prove to myself I still got "it" but more importantly I am sincerely hoping to motivate anyone here that might be down in a deep hole like I have been, not seeing a way out.
I'm not going to spit out a bunch of cliché's or throw a pity party for myself. I am however going to show that even in your darkest moments if you REALLY want to you CAN change your own personal negative outlook.