I'm young, in my 20s, but Ive gotten a lot of insight about life through some tough stretches (being obese at 10 and loosing 100lbs by 11-12, cancer, drug addiction at age 14-16, getting kicked out of high school, becoming a great student latter on, ptsd,training to compete, working hard odd jobs while going for degrees, etc etc) These experiences were extremely painful and I know some can relate to some of these situations. I learned a lot about life and people and myself through these situations. I look at myself and how far I've come, all the sacrifices I've made and make all the time, all my discipline and my accomplishments. I value hard work above everything else along with loyalty and respesct. I look around and everything disgusts me. It could be depressing at some points but not to me anymore. I see people getting high and drunk all the time. That and the media is so saturated with these things and sexual content in the worst taste possible, jokes etc aren't even funny. I love fucking, but most music videos and songs are all about ass and the club, its mind numbing. Everything seems to revolve around these things along with laziness and fast fame mentality. Tv shows have only gotten worse and are getting worse every year so are video games etc. the same things that i found interesting and exciting when I was younger just disgusts me. And it seems like everyone has their poison. For example, someone may not be a heavy drinker or go out and party but they stay home 6hrs a day playing xbox eating pizza. And the older folk who can't stand rap music and drug culture but love shows like "16 and Pregnant" etc.
Everything outside training, and eating good (no matter what sport its geared towards) is really unhealthy. Even if your using PEDs etc if used reasonably, it can enhance your life and will never be as harmful as smoking, alcohol, fast food, or leading sedentary lifestyle etc.
Does anyone feel like this?
Everything outside training, and eating good (no matter what sport its geared towards) is really unhealthy. Even if your using PEDs etc if used reasonably, it can enhance your life and will never be as harmful as smoking, alcohol, fast food, or leading sedentary lifestyle etc.
Does anyone feel like this?
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