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So guys for most of you remember my other thread, I broke up with the ex about 6-7 weeks ago. I was on a lot of tren at the time, and one thing tren does with me is makes mer extremely paranoid. Towards the end of the relationship I noticed she was acting distant towards me, and I convinced myself she was cheating (When she turned out to not be cheating).

The past week and a half though we have been talking again. I figured at the very least I might be able to become friends with benefits with her. So I go through all this trouble today new haircut, new clothes, ready to show her the new "me". thing were going great the first hour or so I felt the attraction coming back....but I could tell she still didn't feel the same as she used to and my heart just sunk.

THIS IS WHERE SHIT GETS FREAKY. We're driving along the beach and she turns around. Turns out she saw her first love "kevin". I know all about kevin, he took her virginity when she was 15 and was her first love. She used to tell her aunt that the only time she didn't think about kevin, was when she was with me. So yeah the woman was really in love with me at one time.

Today out of the blue she admitted to me that she had a miscarriage with kevins kid when she was 15.

I can't even begin to describe how angry I was. For a woman I trusted so much to hide something like that from me.....I used to spend hours trying to help her with her emotional issues. She always had a look of sadness about her....Had I know about the miscarriage at getting pregnant that young I would of never gotten involved.

It's funny you know fellas, the past week I've been regretting my gear use because in a way, the tren triggered my temper and paranoia...as a result that pushed away the woman I thought I loved....

but had I not been on so much tren we probably would of still been together. And I would of never found out the truth about her past.

Not really looking for sympathy...just felt like sharing this story with you guys. This happened literally three hours ago so Im still a bit in shock right now.
 
I don't have much to offer, as I don't know what to say. Other than damn, that sucks. Sorry bro.
 
I don't have much to offer, as I don't know what to say. Other than damn, that sucks. Sorry bro.

I remember When I first started dating this chick, I would pick her up in my truck on a Friday night and I'd put her hands on her legs while I was kissing her. She'd be soaking wet in 60 seconds... couldn't keep our hands off each other used to make out in public while standing in lines at restaurants.

I feel like she is no longer physically attracted to me. And to guys like us who take so much pride into our appearance thats the ultimate blow. Hell I'd rather be cheated on
 
IMO, this is why teenagers shouldn't use steroids.


don't worry OP, you will meet a TON of new people in college. I didn't believe it when people said that to me, but my whole world opened up basically as soon as I set foot on campus.


trust me, halfway into your first semester, you won't even remember her.
 
You do realize that a miscarriage may be something she isn't proud of and is embarrassed about? You're being selfish by getting angry she didn't tell you about it, sorry to break it to you. I'm sure there are things in your past that you aren't exactly thrilled about that you didn't share with her. And PLEASE don't tell me you've shared everything with her, as that's a lie if you do. She was 15 years old, "in love" and it happened. So what, you all of the sudden think she's this trashy person? What if it had happened to you when you were 15? It sounds like you need to grow up a lot. You "thought you loved" her, what is wrong with you? You must walk on water. The truth about her past :confused: :banghead:
You act as if you've just found out she was doing porn for 5 years and never told you. Whoever gets you is really lucky
 
With all due respect, you're all over the place on this one.

The part that bothers me is that fact that you find out she had a miscarriage, something that was probably pretty traumatic for her, and then say you wouldn't have been with her had you known. Why would you become so angry? She obviously has a lot of pain attached to this. Not telling you has nothing to do with you and everything to do with the pain it caused her! Pretty judgmental way of thinking on your part!

I don't think not telling you was what really triggered your anger. It sounds more like the thought of her being intimate with someone else and becoming pregnant fueled jealousy on your part. Your response, as immature as it was, shows that you have deep feelings for her and the idea of her having that connection, loss of a child with her first love, really bothers you...BUT...Don't go down that road. If you truly care about her / love her, then approach her with concern and understanding regarding the reason why she didn't share it with you...Build off of that. That's what someone would do if they really cared about that other person. There is a chance that she doesn't reciprocate in the way that you want but at least you'll know where everything stands and each of you can start a new chapter in your lives.
 
With all due respect, you're all over the place on this one.

The part that bothers me is that fact that you find out she had a miscarriage, something that was probably pretty traumatic for her, and then say you wouldn't have been with her had you known. Why would you become so angry? She obviously has a lot of pain attached to this. Not telling you has nothing to do with you and everything to do with the pain it caused her! Pretty judgmental way of thinking on your part!

I don't think not telling you was what really triggered your anger. It sounds more like the thought of her being intimate with someone else and becoming pregnant fueled jealousy on your part. Your response, as immature as it was, shows that you have deep feelings for her and the idea of her having that connection, loss of a child with her first love, really bothers you...BUT...Don't go down that road. If you truly care about her / love her, then approach her with concern and understanding regarding the reason why she didn't share it with you...Build off of that. That's what someone would do if they really cared about that other person. There is a chance that she doesn't reciprocate in the way that you want but at least you'll know where everything stands and each of you can start a new chapter in your lives.

I dont think Im jealous because because she wanted a baby with me while we were together and I told her no. She begged me for a kid and I just wasn't ready for one or in a position to support one financially at 21. It's not like I wanted kids with her and she refused.

I had very deep feelings for her bro, but she wanted more. To move in together, kids, marriage...I Was comfortable with the way things were just being casual bf and gf.
 
You do realize that a miscarriage may be something she isn't proud of and is embarrassed about? You're being selfish by getting angry she didn't tell you about it, sorry to break it to you. I'm sure there are things in your past that you aren't exactly thrilled about that you didn't share with her. And PLEASE don't tell me you've shared everything with her, as that's a lie if you do. She was 15 years old, "in love" and it happened. So what, you all of the sudden think she's this trashy person? What if it had happened to you when you were 15? It sounds like you need to grow up a lot. You "thought you loved" her, what is wrong with you? You must walk on water. The truth about her past :confused: :banghead:
You act as if you've just found out she was doing porn for 5 years and never told you. Whoever gets you is really lucky

Because she already has a kid and that bothered me enough to where I didn't want to pursue a relationship with her in the beginning. But I accepted it because I figured ok its only one kid and sometimes accidents happen. But to find out she got pre to get pregnant twice in a 1 1/2 year period? Cmon bro..

Lastly, a girl who had a miscarriage with her first love will probably always have feelings for that guy. And had I known about the miscarriage would I still have dated her? No because I wouldn't have gotten involved emotionally with someone with that kind of emotional baggage.
 
IMO, this is why teenagers shouldn't use steroids.


don't worry OP, you will meet a TON of new people in college. I didn't believe it when people said that to me, but my whole world opened up basically as soon as I set foot on campus.


trust me, halfway into your first semester, you won't even remember her.

Im not in college at the moment.

I moved to a new state right before I met her, and the relationship took up so much of my time I didn't put much effort into meeting new people which was a huge mistake because hey she was all I felt like I needed.

Now that she's out of my life I'm back to square 1....I'm in a new state and hardly know anybody.
 
You have issues bro. If you're upset she's not in your life anymore it's your own fault. If you're fine with it, you wouldn't be telling us the story.

Girls get pregnant. Some miscarry, some abort, some choose to go it at a young age with or without support. You are seriously acting like she got gangbanged for fun on weekends and didn't ever know who the dad was. Your lack of understanding and compassion has or will cost you eventually.

I can only understand you being mildly upset she didn't tell you sooner but that's it. This shit happened way before you.
 
You have issues bro. If you're upset she's not in your life anymore it's your own fault. If you're fine with it, you wouldn't be telling us the story.

Girls get pregnant. Some miscarry, some abort, some choose to go it at a young age with or without support. You are seriously acting like she got gangbanged for fun on weekends and didn't ever know who the dad was. Your lack of understanding and compassion has or will cost you eventually.

I can only understand you being mildly upset she didn't tell you sooner but that's it. This shit happened way before you.

I am only mildly upset about it. I'm more mad at the fact that she fell out of love with me overnight.

.I used to be this chicks sex idol, gave her fist orgasm she fucking worshipped me. Not gonna lie the last time we slept together I couldn't get hard and she left me that day. So I was kind of hoping that the other day when we hung out, I could win her back and have a chance to get in her pants again so I could fuck her brains out like old times and get her to regain the feelings for me she used to have. But I could tell the attraction just wasn't there for whatever reason. Maybe it was emotional, maybe it was physical who knows.

Aren't you married? How would you feel if you knew your wife just wasn't attracted to you anymore ? IT sucks bro....I'd rather take 50 hits to the grill to take away the pain from that.

The worst part is she's still single and isn't even seeing anyone else.

I'd rather a chick leave me for a better man....then her rather be alone then have me back in her life.
 
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I am only mildly upset about it. I'm more mad at the fact that she fell out of love with me overnight.

.I used to be this chicks sex idol, gave her fist orgasm she fucking worshipped me. Not gonna lie the last time we slept together I couldn't get hard and she left me that day. So I was kind of hoping that the other day when we hung out, I could win her back and have a chance to get in her pants again so I could fuck her brains out like old times and get her to regain the feelings for me she used to have. But I could tell the attraction just wasn't there for whatever reason. Maybe it was emotional, maybe it was physical who knows.

Aren't you married? How would you feel if you knew your wife just wasn't attracted to you anymore ? IT sucks bro....I'd rather take 50 hits to the grill to take away the pain from that.

The worst part is she's still single and isn't even seeing anyone else.

I'd rather a chick leave me for a better man....then her rather be alone then have me back in her life.



you are an odd mix of juvenile and delusional bro.. I read through your other posts.. you really need to stop posting this dumb shit, and grow up
 

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