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- Feb 5, 2014
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This is just me venting... i'm so pissed off, just at life in general, that i got such shitty cards dealt in life. Such a huge chunk of my income goes to just trying to make myself function like an average person
Depression/Bi-Polar/Anxiety: SSRI+benzos, fish oil, vitamin d, racetams - approx 150 a month
Acne conglobata: 5 accutane courses (over 5 grand out of pocket), daniel kerns regimen for face, back, chest, legs and shoulders. approx 300 a month
Terrible dandruff: approx 20 a month for medicated ointment
Erectile Dysfunction: the blue pill, about 40 a month
Low T: Test prop.... not on this yet, but lord I need it, about $50 a month with syringes and everything
Spinal stenosis: Painkillers.... varies, but about 60 a month
Terrible allergies: Combo of 3 meds, about 80 a month
Irritable Bowel Syndrome: various supplements, approx. 100 a month
There's more, but DAMN, seriously??? Low income, due to all the shit that's wrong with me I can barely hold a job, so no insurance so all this is out of pocket and has put me in mountains of debt. I no longer take most of this stuff and just suffer since I can't afford it.
i'm 35 and many of these problems I've had since I was 10 or younger. I grew up eating the healthiest foods too since most of our stuff was freshly grown and we had a local farm nearby.... who did i kill in another life to deserve this? How am I supposed to be happy when a day without diarrhea, without my shirt covered in blood from zits and a 5 minute erection would be like winning the lottery?
All the shit above, if i were to take it, just to keep me functioning somewhat well, would run me the cost of rent and utilities. Man if you have your health, please don't take it for granted, you have no idea how lucky you are.
Depression/Bi-Polar/Anxiety: SSRI+benzos, fish oil, vitamin d, racetams - approx 150 a month
Acne conglobata: 5 accutane courses (over 5 grand out of pocket), daniel kerns regimen for face, back, chest, legs and shoulders. approx 300 a month
Terrible dandruff: approx 20 a month for medicated ointment
Erectile Dysfunction: the blue pill, about 40 a month
Low T: Test prop.... not on this yet, but lord I need it, about $50 a month with syringes and everything
Spinal stenosis: Painkillers.... varies, but about 60 a month
Terrible allergies: Combo of 3 meds, about 80 a month
Irritable Bowel Syndrome: various supplements, approx. 100 a month
There's more, but DAMN, seriously??? Low income, due to all the shit that's wrong with me I can barely hold a job, so no insurance so all this is out of pocket and has put me in mountains of debt. I no longer take most of this stuff and just suffer since I can't afford it.
i'm 35 and many of these problems I've had since I was 10 or younger. I grew up eating the healthiest foods too since most of our stuff was freshly grown and we had a local farm nearby.... who did i kill in another life to deserve this? How am I supposed to be happy when a day without diarrhea, without my shirt covered in blood from zits and a 5 minute erection would be like winning the lottery?
All the shit above, if i were to take it, just to keep me functioning somewhat well, would run me the cost of rent and utilities. Man if you have your health, please don't take it for granted, you have no idea how lucky you are.