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Not to sound childish but he was my 'best friend'.
45 years old died from a sudden heart attack. he worked out and was in great shape
what did we have in common that kept us such close friends?
weightlifting, talking about dieting, talking about AAS, we had similar family lives as well.
It crushed me and its had an effect upon my desire to go and even workout.
I have no drive and half the time when I leave the gym I am in almost tears
he was my source as well, the only one I trusted so that's another issue.
any advice? I need to get my desire to workout back.
thanks in advance
PBJ
45 years old died from a sudden heart attack. he worked out and was in great shape
what did we have in common that kept us such close friends?
weightlifting, talking about dieting, talking about AAS, we had similar family lives as well.
It crushed me and its had an effect upon my desire to go and even workout.
I have no drive and half the time when I leave the gym I am in almost tears
he was my source as well, the only one I trusted so that's another issue.
any advice? I need to get my desire to workout back.
thanks in advance
PBJ