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I've always had a degree of anxiety when it came to sex. Even more is that I have this weird hang up where it makes me very uncomfortable to be in a relationship with someone who has had more sexual partners or participated in more deviant acts so to speak (3 ways etc). Somehow I can better accept their behavior if my past is worse, which resulted in me trying hard to make it worse. It never really bothered me until maybe a year or so ago. Whenever a girl talks about her sexual encounters/experiences to me I have something of inward panic. Heart rate goes up and stuff. This was particularly bad when I heard it from my gf. I didn't want to. Also, I don't like that she is friends with her exes. They live in her hometown far away but she wants to visit and I don't think I'd do well.
Reading over this I realize it doesn't explain my feelings well but it's hard to put it into words. I just sound like a nut lol
Reading over this I realize it doesn't explain my feelings well but it's hard to put it into words. I just sound like a nut lol