Teared for the first time in years... When i was diagnosed with aspergers this afternoon at the doctors... I went to the doctor originally for social anxiety but turns out i have both mild anxiety and aspergers... Feeling like complete shit. So no matter how hard i try to improve, i will always be screwed socially. My body was crap, thought i would use roids and get all the girls. I got attention from alot of beautiful woman, but without social skills it wont do you any good.
So I suspected that I had social anxiety because all my life I had trouble talking to guys and girls. I just had nothing to talk about. I thought I was just very introverted. All i know how to do is ask questions, i cant really respond to anything other than "yea," "that sucks" "nice" I have a monotone voice, and a slight speech issue(some people think im from another country because of the way i pronounce certain words) I have a very low voice. Started lifting, got confidence, tried improving my social skills but no luck. Thought I had nothing to lose so resulted to blasting and cruising and oddly enough iv got more pussy in the past 8 months then i have my entire life. I get it not from my social skills, I got it from my body. I would pull girls in the club (sober because it would hurt my gains) and they would take me home, it would be an akward walk because lots of awkward silences... because i just dont know what to say.
These girls were 5/10s... some 4/10s... (NOT FAT , BUT NOT GOOD IN THE FACE)
I have no friends, so i go out alone and the hot girls are always with friends so i cant dance with them.
Anyways, I downloaded an app called Tinder, and got a lot of really hot matches. I met up with 7 beautiful girls off this app ar a bar, and the convo usually only lasts 10 minutes. And then they never want to do anything with me after the first meet up.. Really got me depressed so i went to the docotr thinking i can get social anxiety meds or something but it turns out i have aspergers after a long process with therapists and exams...
Does anyone on here have aspergers? PM for any drugs that can help me. Even if its just a 1 time think to use before a date. FEeling like complete shit!!!! I can get girls from my body and looks but when i get the date, i cant really talk to them and they realize how boring and wierd i am... and nothing i can do to change this because there is no cure for aspergers!! fucking bulshit!! fml
Guess all i could do is lift and bang 4/10 sluts and get stds for the rest of my life. or settle and marry a 4/10 because no girl above a 6/10 will ever find me interesting . hell i cant even make normal guy friends. and to think i can be interesting to a girl. just laughable...
FUCK MY LIFE.
Only hope is that i was perhaps misdiagnosed for aspergers. maybe i can see another doctor. But it makes sense. I have nothing to ever talk about. always awkawrd silences with guys and girls. EVEN WITH MY FAMILY MEMBERS..
EVen with my own dad, and brother and sister. they complain im boring and ask why im so quiet. what anxiety do i have ? idc what my family thinks about me. makes sense. i have aspergers... :banghead:
BEUTIFUL 8/10 GIRLS FIND ME ATTRACTIVE AND WANT ME, BUT I CANT HOLD A SINGLE CONVO WIT HTHEM BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. LET ALONE BE INTERESTING ENOUGH.
I CANT GET ANY FRIENDS BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TALK ABOUT OR THINK OF ANYTHING TO SAY.
I TRY AND TRY AND CANT DO NOTHING BECAUSE I HAVE A MENTAL DISORDER. AND IM SUPPOSED TO BE OK WITH THIS?
fuck if it was not for my family(They love me) id put a shotgun through my head right now. no way to live. but due to the love of my family, i will never do such thing.
So I suspected that I had social anxiety because all my life I had trouble talking to guys and girls. I just had nothing to talk about. I thought I was just very introverted. All i know how to do is ask questions, i cant really respond to anything other than "yea," "that sucks" "nice" I have a monotone voice, and a slight speech issue(some people think im from another country because of the way i pronounce certain words) I have a very low voice. Started lifting, got confidence, tried improving my social skills but no luck. Thought I had nothing to lose so resulted to blasting and cruising and oddly enough iv got more pussy in the past 8 months then i have my entire life. I get it not from my social skills, I got it from my body. I would pull girls in the club (sober because it would hurt my gains) and they would take me home, it would be an akward walk because lots of awkward silences... because i just dont know what to say.
These girls were 5/10s... some 4/10s... (NOT FAT , BUT NOT GOOD IN THE FACE)
I have no friends, so i go out alone and the hot girls are always with friends so i cant dance with them.
Anyways, I downloaded an app called Tinder, and got a lot of really hot matches. I met up with 7 beautiful girls off this app ar a bar, and the convo usually only lasts 10 minutes. And then they never want to do anything with me after the first meet up.. Really got me depressed so i went to the docotr thinking i can get social anxiety meds or something but it turns out i have aspergers after a long process with therapists and exams...
Does anyone on here have aspergers? PM for any drugs that can help me. Even if its just a 1 time think to use before a date. FEeling like complete shit!!!! I can get girls from my body and looks but when i get the date, i cant really talk to them and they realize how boring and wierd i am... and nothing i can do to change this because there is no cure for aspergers!! fucking bulshit!! fml
Guess all i could do is lift and bang 4/10 sluts and get stds for the rest of my life. or settle and marry a 4/10 because no girl above a 6/10 will ever find me interesting . hell i cant even make normal guy friends. and to think i can be interesting to a girl. just laughable...
FUCK MY LIFE.
Only hope is that i was perhaps misdiagnosed for aspergers. maybe i can see another doctor. But it makes sense. I have nothing to ever talk about. always awkawrd silences with guys and girls. EVEN WITH MY FAMILY MEMBERS..
EVen with my own dad, and brother and sister. they complain im boring and ask why im so quiet. what anxiety do i have ? idc what my family thinks about me. makes sense. i have aspergers... :banghead:
BEUTIFUL 8/10 GIRLS FIND ME ATTRACTIVE AND WANT ME, BUT I CANT HOLD A SINGLE CONVO WIT HTHEM BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. LET ALONE BE INTERESTING ENOUGH.
I CANT GET ANY FRIENDS BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TALK ABOUT OR THINK OF ANYTHING TO SAY.
I TRY AND TRY AND CANT DO NOTHING BECAUSE I HAVE A MENTAL DISORDER. AND IM SUPPOSED TO BE OK WITH THIS?
fuck if it was not for my family(They love me) id put a shotgun through my head right now. no way to live. but due to the love of my family, i will never do such thing.
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