I'm liking the feedback here, and the HONESTY for those that admit the disadvantages that they've encountered, thank you for the honesty, this is exactly the feedback I wish to hear..
Keep in mind, this isn't about body building for years natty, or pushing natty limits, this is solely about how "STEROID USE" has effected your life, good/bad.. Nothing more nothing less, just the usage of STEROIDS!
I'll say for myself that a part of me died when I began using gear, a man that I will never be again, it changed me in many different ways.. There has been even bigger battles on the scale and on the grind compared to prior, the reflection in the mirror is a man that I have battled with ever since I started..Whether it was positive or negative, I've had a love-hate relationship with myself..I've been more inclined to critique myself more than ever.. I've had days were I'm flying and on top of the world that seems to last months, and at other times crashing and burning.. But I will say, I am more aware and have a keen insight on many things in life now, and I study how things operate and what makes the wheels go round on everything... I've dedicate my entire adult like to research, clinical studies and even bro-science..
I now have a thirsty mind that aspire to be "Anabolic Erudites" and I possess great passion while looking to gain a greater understanding of what takes place under this vast spectrum in this branch of biology/endocrinology, which is the platform that has created some of the greatest body-builders and connoisseurs and minds alike mastering their craft, becoming experts in this way of life providing people with a keen and methodical outlook with clarity to their approach..I'm not content with being ordinary, or living a mundane life.. In lieu I strive in this lifestyle that I'm passionate about, all the while searching, researching,learning new things all while acquiring immense knowledge attempting to perfect my ways with abilities to solve problems and create greater opportunities for myself.. I'm now Someone who questions everything, consistently looking for answers and in turn I learn with deep understanding!!
Its my passion!