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I am so close to accomplishing a goal. A goal I have suffered and bled for. All I have to do is write 3 papers and study some German. And I will have a B.A. in philosophy, a B.A. in history and a minor in psychology. 6 weeks away.
I can't seem to get myself to engage. I am really concerned. I find it to be the strangest thing.
I don't even know what the hell I am doing sharing it on here.
Perhaps I fear change. But change is what I need. And I have been able to change alot as this date gets closer.
Either I have some sort of self-defeating complex or a self-preserving complex.
I am genuinely lost and confused about this. That I can say genuinely.
I can't seem to get myself to engage. I am really concerned. I find it to be the strangest thing.
I don't even know what the hell I am doing sharing it on here.
Perhaps I fear change. But change is what I need. And I have been able to change alot as this date gets closer.
Either I have some sort of self-defeating complex or a self-preserving complex.
I am genuinely lost and confused about this. That I can say genuinely.