So this is a bit embarrassing but figured I'd post to see if anyone has seen this/dealt with this before or has any ideas.
Started competing 10+ years ago and abused steroids, the first 2-3 years no matter what I did I had a savage libido(tren/test,ai, no ai etc) then something happened and my erections/libido tanked and never recovered.
To put it bluntly I just never have that strong desire to fuck and my erections suck most of the time. I don't think anything physically wrong downstairs as sometimes out of a blue moon I'll get a crazy strong erection but it will only last a day, the desire though rarely if ever comes...
some key points across the past 8 or so years:
1) I've had countless blood work and tried every single thing when it comes to estrogen (kept it low, 20s,30s,40s, super high(200's) to test every theory and keep in mind I tried this with different doses across months for stability, every trial was a controlled and documented experiment with bloodwork.
2) Mostly been on trt doses for the past 8 or so years except some experiments here and there.
3) Puzzling but if I come off everything my test levels are below range but I get strong sexual urges(just not often) but my erections suck and i feel even more like shit.
4) prolactin has always been low (never seen it over 9 and usually around 3-4)
5) Tried caber/prami just gives me brain fog, no extra desire except to eat more?
6) Also generally dont feel that well on trt, like something is missing besides libido, lots of brain fog.
7) Have hashimotos but thyroid levels are perfect now with medication, t4 upepr mid range, t3 near the top range, TSH usually around 1 - antibodys almost undectable
8) Tried masteron, proviron etc doesn't do shit.
9) I can take a gram of test, lots of androgens etc and not feel any aggression/mental side effects, confirmed with blood work testosterone levels are sky high but mentally I don't feel shit.
10) Tried daily injections, EOD, once a week, creams on the nuts literally doesn't make a difference
11) tried several elimination diets, keto, paleo, low carb, high carb, tested for food allergys no difference on libido
I've seen countless doctors and spent a ridiculous amount of money on bloodwork to no avail... Unfortunately I live in Canada/Asia sometimes and seems most of the endo's are clueless, hard to find a specialist.
I'm guessing this a a neurotransmitter issue or something else I haven't thought of, not sure if anyone as any ideas?
Started competing 10+ years ago and abused steroids, the first 2-3 years no matter what I did I had a savage libido(tren/test,ai, no ai etc) then something happened and my erections/libido tanked and never recovered.
To put it bluntly I just never have that strong desire to fuck and my erections suck most of the time. I don't think anything physically wrong downstairs as sometimes out of a blue moon I'll get a crazy strong erection but it will only last a day, the desire though rarely if ever comes...
some key points across the past 8 or so years:
1) I've had countless blood work and tried every single thing when it comes to estrogen (kept it low, 20s,30s,40s, super high(200's) to test every theory and keep in mind I tried this with different doses across months for stability, every trial was a controlled and documented experiment with bloodwork.
2) Mostly been on trt doses for the past 8 or so years except some experiments here and there.
3) Puzzling but if I come off everything my test levels are below range but I get strong sexual urges(just not often) but my erections suck and i feel even more like shit.
4) prolactin has always been low (never seen it over 9 and usually around 3-4)
5) Tried caber/prami just gives me brain fog, no extra desire except to eat more?
6) Also generally dont feel that well on trt, like something is missing besides libido, lots of brain fog.
7) Have hashimotos but thyroid levels are perfect now with medication, t4 upepr mid range, t3 near the top range, TSH usually around 1 - antibodys almost undectable
8) Tried masteron, proviron etc doesn't do shit.
9) I can take a gram of test, lots of androgens etc and not feel any aggression/mental side effects, confirmed with blood work testosterone levels are sky high but mentally I don't feel shit.
10) Tried daily injections, EOD, once a week, creams on the nuts literally doesn't make a difference
11) tried several elimination diets, keto, paleo, low carb, high carb, tested for food allergys no difference on libido
I've seen countless doctors and spent a ridiculous amount of money on bloodwork to no avail... Unfortunately I live in Canada/Asia sometimes and seems most of the endo's are clueless, hard to find a specialist.
I'm guessing this a a neurotransmitter issue or something else I haven't thought of, not sure if anyone as any ideas?