8 years and finally 1000 posts....

[Maverick]

Yep, it's very commercialized. Although I am really happy for BigA because it seems like the site is really profitable now. And with your situation, the thing is, it could happen to any of us. You just happen to be one of the few who wouldn't roll. I have asked myself 1000 times if I got busted if I would turn, and I always said no. But then again I've never been in that situation and can't know for sure. It's a terrible situation to be in.

Its a rough situatiuon to be in. No doubt about that. I wouldnt wish it on anybody. It will test your manhood and what you really are made of. Still if I knew then what I know now I would tell myself you are still doing the right thing but keeping shut. The world is full of snitches. No honor, no code. Just me me me me...what can I do for me. I dont live my life like that. It was my crime so it was my time.

You know whats funny...sometimes I think about the mistakes I made and yes BBA ratted me out like a silly selfish scared pussy son of a bitch. And make no mistake he is a pusys little bitch, but I AM the one who int he end is responsible for my situation. Nobody told me to talk to BBA. Nobody held a gun to my head to make me do what I did. I did it. SO I had to accept the consequences of that decision. It was a rough pill to swallow but I did and Im ok now. But when the governement get you in thier sights and they rough you up its draining. And something you never want to go through again....