Lance LOC FH etc. etc..
Lance! To be in the 'inner circle' you have to be trusted and respected by the inner circle. And that you were NOT. You never had been and never will be. Any info you obtained came from your fag friend warpig (whom was also never "in the know" FULLY") was info that he was let be known to him. As he wasn't trusted either. You wanted it so bad, so so bad, just like you wanted your pro card you were never good enough to get. This is reflected in your statements in saying that others want that and can't get it. Just like so many of your statements, they are all directed at and influenced by your own miserable failures that you see in yourself.
Even as hard as you tried to penetrate the inner circle you were never allowed. You were kept at bay just on the outside, just like your were from getting your pro card. You were kept at bay in both instances by your own lack of charactor from penetrating that inner circle that you could never penetrate. And you were kept at bay from your pro card by your own failure to succeed. You try and try and you never could fully succeed. Yes it's true you associated with these people. You stood outside the walls and knocked, you scratched and you screamed to come in. But you failed in that. you failed miserably.
I wish the old UG was still up. I could post where you acted like you and Jeeves were buds while he was away, you attempted to use his name to help to put you on his level. You again miserably failed. When he got out, he called you out and you then attempted to then bash him. Thats your milieu when it comes to people of good charactor, You bash them!! Thats your only defense against your own poor charactor. Your simplistic mind says. "I bash him he look bad I look good" This is who you are Lance, you are a failure!!! A miserable one. In order for you to be anybody or anything you have to lie and put up a facade. This was proven of you long ago. If not in most people eyes certainly by my own eyes. To me you were always a failure, a miserable one!!!
What I see of you Lance is you were gifted with some God given talents. But you fail to know how to use them. Your lack of your own self-esteem causes you to miserably fail at making use of the hand you were dealt. You are the kind of guy that could be given the world, have luck fall in your lap, be dealt a royal flush and in the end you would find a way to simply just fuck it up!! I'm not here to bash on you, you do enough of that when you open your own mouth or stroke your own keyboard. You are however highly talented in making yourself look like a total fuck up. If this is your way or leaving the boards because you never could gain the recognition or the respect you strived so hard to get then it's fine by me, and I'm sure my thoughts are resounded by others here.
I know your type Lance, I know your agenda, I know your selfish motives. You are nothing that you portray yourself to be other than a miserable fuck up. Your a fuck up to this board (and the 11 others). Your a fuck up to this community, Your even a fuck up in your own eyes but again in respect to sticking to your own motto you again miserably fail in realizing it. Until you stop trying so damn hard to be something you are incapable of being and accept the fact that you are only capable of going 80% with anything, your going to continue to be the miserable person that you are. Hasn't life already revealed to you that your a fuck up proven by your need to resort to lies, smoke and mirrors. Or are you just to damn stupid to even let the obvious be revealed to you. No? I don't think your stupid. Stupid people have an excuse. They have a license to fuck up!! You don't!! Your just a fuck up without excuse! A miserable one at that!!!!
Now with all that said I feel as if I wasted a few minutes of my time, but it's ok. I know this is what you wanted. And for once I am going to give you something you want unlike I have in the past. What I have written I need not have written. Because you have already pre-emptively etched it on the minds of everyone that has ever clicked and read your posts. I'm just doing this because it feels good and I like to write!!
DO I think I am portraying you for who you really are. No I don't like I said thats already been done by your own self.
So in closing Lance, and just for clarification and this is for your own good, even though my momma always told me to not say anything unless it was nice. But you are a failure once again. Your leaving here thinking you did something grand, when in fact you didn't. Whether your show airs or whether it doesn't. In the very end. When it's all said and done you're still a miserable failure after all this as you were the first time I found out who you were!!! And until you come to grips with that. Your still going to have that little unconfident man inside screaming to be released from the bondage that you hold your own self in. You remind me of some words penned by Leo Buscaglia and those are “So much of what you are not, is because you are literally standing in your own way of becoming. This is translated by Supierior1 as, You are your own fuck up Lance!!!!
Superior1