I came on the site this morning as a distraction. Wed. night my mother had a major stroke, and I was up for two days with doctors and in hospitals. I was tired and needed a brake from the saddness and feeling sorry for myself. You see, my mother is not going to get better, and I have to make the decision to let her go or not. Well I signed on and this is the first post I see. Fate, the work of God....I don't know, but this post is just what I needed. Did it take away my saddness, No, did it stop the tears from flowing, No, is it going to bring my mother back, No, but it put things in perspective. Although my mother's life will soon be ended, and I have every right to greive and cry until I can't cry any more, I cannot dwell on the saddness. I must continue to live my life that my mother gave me and try to live it to the best of my ability. To top things off, I suffer from depression. I have spent many hours in my doctor's office bitching and moaning about my mother and the things she did or did not do. Talk about feeling guilty. But I can't spend the rest of my life feeling guilty and wasting what I have. I have spent far too much of the first half of my life feeling sorry for myself and letting life pass me by. This videio inspired me to try to be a better person, and take what I have and make the best of it. Thanks Mike.