I never competed, it took me years to get this muscular and by that time, FBB gals had gotten to big for my tastes. I aspire to look like Meredith when I grow up. With the new division that the ifbb is proposing, I might have a place. My coach is pushing me to take a fight but I know I have a long way to go to keep some little 20 yr old hottie from kicking my ass, these young girls are tough!