after that ct-myelogram I will have surgery that can kill or paralyze me!

ripped103 · Feb 14, 2017

FrancisK said:
GET OFF THE GEAR!!!

I can barely get an erection on 250mg test,not that matters write now,I just don't want to feel emotionally a mess,more than I'm now.
Also I get a huge rebound in weight when I'm off completely .I gain a lot of fat and I'm already fat ,stuck on my recliner all day..
if I come off what should I take?
I have aramason,arimidex,letrozole,proviron.the only thing I don't have is clomid and Nolvadex and hug
I have growth hormone will that help cause it made my friends blood work look like a 30 year old

eaglecall · Feb 15, 2017

Your emotional mess is mostly the catastrophic nutritional deficiency. If you can barely get an erection on 250mg of test, the answers is simple. Is not the test. With or without test the erection is not there anyways. Why? Because you are using the same wrong logic approach of allopathic medicine of masking symptoms and not resolving the underlying condition. Something is killing your erection/libido. Could be SSRI? I don't know. Pain killers? I don't know. You have to make a list of absolutely every single drug you're taking and start stopping them. Of course don't stop everything cold turkey. Stop the ones that you don't really need, then if your taking drugs prescribed for certain conditions then you have to talk to each specialist that created that dependency on you and how to get out of it. Once you're clean, you have to completely reorganizer your diet and micronutrients. Assuming getting fat with low test is an excuse. Just don't eat shit. Girl have little testosterone and high estrogen and not all of them are fat. Only the ones that hate themselves and eat excrement the whole day.

FrancisK · Feb 15, 2017

Ripped you were supposed to be recovering from your last major procedure and instead you ran every single compound imaginable, from your posts most pharmacies carry less drugs than what was in your body.

Every single thread you made someone at some point told you to stop doing that shit to yourself and you didn't listen. You are the definition of insanity, you recklessly destroyed your body with a wife in tow and now you're here looking for support and sympathy? You were given plenty of support you just never listened....

One post you're preparing for death and the next you're worried about gaining weight? Stop ignoring what everyone is telling you, i bet if you search hard enough online you can find something somewhere that touts the benefits of drinking bleach but that doesn't mean you should be doing that shit!!

ripped103 · Feb 15, 2017

my natural test level is a 6 andvit supposed be in the 100s
ill go off and i did listen last time i stopped everything but test hgh and primo enanthat at loe doses.
500 test,500 primo enanthste and went down to 4iu hg but i stopped that a long time ago as well so i did listen to the advice.
at this point i might as well go off test since i doubt they will give me injections in the hospital.
ill br in the hospital for atleast 3 months on the low side
and that will continue rehab.learning to walk and move again.it will be hard since he said he will break a lot of bone and cut all my muscles in half
regardless ,this is my problem and shouldnt be going to a bodybuilding board to let off steam i have my ize friends my wife and her family for support