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so after about 8 months of being together, the girl I was with says she wants to call it quits. She says she still loves me more than anything and misses me when we don't talk, but says she feels like right now nothing is going to change. There is mainly 3 things that she doesn't think are going to change - 1. Us fighting(which is totally my own jackass fault), 2. how much time we spend with each other, and 3. how her 6 year old daughter feels about me.
the fighting, like I said, is my fault cuz I tend to get into bad moods and pick fights for whatever reason. I don't know why cuz after we fight I always feel bad anyway.
we don't get to see each other too much cuz she has 2 kids and works a full time job. Also the 6 year old don't like me too much cuz I'm not her dad. The 3 year old and I however get along pretty good, play video games together and shit like that. but lately i've only been seeing the gf when the 6yr old isn't there(like at grandma's or something) and that's usually just on the weekends. cuz when I am there she gets kinda pissy if she sees us looking at each other a certain way or laughing together, stuff like that.
so to bring the story full circle she believes(kinda) that I can control my temper, but as of right now doesn't think anything will change with her older daughter and is unsure what to do about us and thinks we shouldn't be together right now.
I really don't know what the hell to do because I've always had a way of talking myself out of these situations but I talked till I was blue in the face yesterday and she said she still felt the same way.
and I know the reasons she gave me are the real reasons for what she's doing, she's prolly the nicest, truest(is that a word?), girl I've evr met so I know there's nothing going on I don't know about
I don't know what to do, I'm at a total loss
the fighting, like I said, is my fault cuz I tend to get into bad moods and pick fights for whatever reason. I don't know why cuz after we fight I always feel bad anyway.
we don't get to see each other too much cuz she has 2 kids and works a full time job. Also the 6 year old don't like me too much cuz I'm not her dad. The 3 year old and I however get along pretty good, play video games together and shit like that. but lately i've only been seeing the gf when the 6yr old isn't there(like at grandma's or something) and that's usually just on the weekends. cuz when I am there she gets kinda pissy if she sees us looking at each other a certain way or laughing together, stuff like that.
so to bring the story full circle she believes(kinda) that I can control my temper, but as of right now doesn't think anything will change with her older daughter and is unsure what to do about us and thinks we shouldn't be together right now.
I really don't know what the hell to do because I've always had a way of talking myself out of these situations but I talked till I was blue in the face yesterday and she said she still felt the same way.
and I know the reasons she gave me are the real reasons for what she's doing, she's prolly the nicest, truest(is that a word?), girl I've evr met so I know there's nothing going on I don't know about
I don't know what to do, I'm at a total loss
Im pretty depressed about it. I think we will get back together though. The reason we broke up is because I was drunk and wanted to have sex but she didnt so I drove her home at like four in the morning....I know i know....stupid..but I was freakin so frustrated because I guess im at that age where I need sex like a few times a day. lol Well, on a lighter note, I went to Taste Of Chaos last night and saw Thrice, Story Of The Year, Atreyu and Deftones. It was freakin awesome!!!!!!!!!! Youll be okay man, just find other things to keep you occupied so you dont spend all of your time thinking about her, like im doing right now. 
