im also coming to terms with the fact that my genetics wont allow me to put on the size of a pro. I started bodybuilding 5 years ago at 150lbs and now Im over 200lbs and leaner. I compete once a year, and I only compete to beat my last years showing. I compare pictures and I am still improving, I will to continue to bodybuild until I cant improve. To me that is the joy in bodybuilding, competeing with myself. I dont have to be mr. olympia I just have to a better me.