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I have been down lately so to feeling helpless. Had surgery on my hip, and I have been super limited in every aspect of life.
Depressed from not being able to enjoy family time or playing with my 1 yr old.
I can lay on the floor and play that's about it. My wife loves to go on walks and I can't do that and I can't help her out with him very much.
This depression has turned me bitter and into an asshole at work.
Being military and having to be there just to sit on my ass all day long is annoying. And it's frustrating when higher ups try to make me do things I physically can't do without being in a lot of pain. And when I tell them I physically can't they get mad at me.
Plus I have one person who is same rank as me who just loves to get mad at everyone and thinks they are superior.
So me being in my "don't want to deal with your bullshit mood" just makes them hold a grudge. And no longer can work efficiently together.
So now every night I get bad anxiety thinking about how I can't do anything I want to even as simple as a walk, and how I have to go work and deal with people who are supposed to have each others back but all they want to do is be hostile toward each other.
And now this anxiety and stress is getting in the way of what is going well at home.
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Depressed from not being able to enjoy family time or playing with my 1 yr old.
I can lay on the floor and play that's about it. My wife loves to go on walks and I can't do that and I can't help her out with him very much.
This depression has turned me bitter and into an asshole at work.
Being military and having to be there just to sit on my ass all day long is annoying. And it's frustrating when higher ups try to make me do things I physically can't do without being in a lot of pain. And when I tell them I physically can't they get mad at me.
Plus I have one person who is same rank as me who just loves to get mad at everyone and thinks they are superior.
So me being in my "don't want to deal with your bullshit mood" just makes them hold a grudge. And no longer can work efficiently together.
So now every night I get bad anxiety thinking about how I can't do anything I want to even as simple as a walk, and how I have to go work and deal with people who are supposed to have each others back but all they want to do is be hostile toward each other.
And now this anxiety and stress is getting in the way of what is going well at home.
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