Totally understand the nature of this thread.
I think everyone here can agree that they feel more satisfied when they are working toward their health goals and using safe dosage of AAS.
But happiness psychological. Happiness is just an evaluation of their current situation.
We "feel" happy because we have associate higher dosages with more risk. For some that is true, for some that might be less true. For some, "feeling happy" is about making gains and they feel healthy, yet not happy on lower dosages.
Once again, not crapping on this thread. But this is a "do you feel happy driving the speed limit?" type thread.
Yeah, we do. We are driving safely. But we also "feel happy" going 100mph.
I am happy right now. Ifeel great on TRT. My bloodwork is awesome, my libido is better, etc.
But do I feel happy about my body composition right now? lol not really. We're just weighing different emotions and trying to look at the present and the future responsibly.
maybe poorly worded or overly simplistic but after 20 years of gear and longer of some sort of mental awaredness and obsessing over drugs conciouness and some sort of physicality. i would say summed up in a nice neat nut shell. i feel better, physically, mentally and spiritually on lower doses of just test.
this in not saying i was happier
though maybe in some ways i am as if one feels better in all those ways maybe it would be easier to be happier?
though again after some time and perspective maybe the times i should have been the happiest were times when i actually was not. how confusing us humans are.