the one thing i will add and please dont take this in the common pansy ass way as i am not one to talk in the perfect health catagory.
but of course you are gona look very different on trt then on a serious cycle, if i remember right you are older too, so jumping on a cycle is gona bring back all your previous work and you will look great, aas are great cosmetics. but that what they are at those doses. cosmetics, like a push up bra or make up.
no way about it, trt vs a gram cycle for an advanced lifter is 10-20lb very cosmetic difference in short time. but.... thats just the tanned pushup bra, fake eye lash, painted make up version of you.
you can live like that but it does come with mantanence and consiquences.
i made the decision years ago to down size and be very cautious with gear, but that because i do a LOT of other dumb shit.
with combo or orals, gh, higher test and rotating through various other things you could sustain the make up version for another 10-20 years but it just gona be up to you rotating through things as you can tolerate the various side effects of such things.
its gona change as you go, with constant drug use there is always ups and downs.