APOLOGY

[balplayer]

i owe to some on the board here who i was pissy with last week an apology. I realized after reading the fight update thread on how positive others were after seeing that i set out to do something and then did and how you guys had nothing but positive and respectful things to say. well that made me feel like a ass.

I am sorry and i obviously have alot of growing to do still. I think the competitions i chase have something to do with being unfulfilled in some way. and it shows in my bitchy posts last week leading up to the fight. I have no excuse for it.
As far as bodybuilding shows go, im not sure if thats gonna help me or hinder me. ive told myself i need to move up to heavy to make the impact i want as far as my goal, which is to just win a state show. and to accomplish that im gonna have to put in a full year of work. And im not sure if i can do this while being a balanced person. My personality is very one track, once i get set on something, all other things get neglected. So if i can overcome that shortfall then id seriously consider doing another show. thanks again for listening and reading.

 

[Quad-smack]

Takes a good man to admit his mistakes & ask for forgiveness...

 

[engbulldog]

Thats a stand up guy right there

 

[Fa Seeshus]

you are a driven dude, and i respect that.

even if they are abrasive, i actually trust type A ambitious people more than most, as i know that their actions and comments are driven by positive goals, and are not made in an attempt to drag other people down to their level (cough, bitsobrawn, cough...)

 

[Queefer]

That was cool for you to say that Bal.

 

[Sigmund Roid]

We all get like that once in a while, BallPlayer.

Not every one is man enough to admit it when they've messed up though. You've just earned my respect. Maybe sometime you'll forgive me when I behave in a less than gracious manner.

You've got a great physique and we've known you from the time you were prepping for your first show.

Congratulations on your fight.