Asteelz, a loss for us all

[johnjuanb1]

It is with deep sorrow and heartache that I write this announcement of Asteelz' passing last week, in the early hours of Thanksgiving morning.
For many years, Asteelz has cared about the members of this board like family. Being able to contribute with his knowledge, help members to figure out protocols, share personal experiences, and always give with a genuine interest as was true to his nature.
I still cannot wrap my brain around his absence, and the emptiness in our home is palpable. The intention of my post is to share the news with those whom he considered friends, but not to answer further questions. Thank you for the consideration and respect... To know him, was to know a man with a giant heart, who would willingly help anyone. He will be missed, as equally as he was loved

What the fuck!!!!!! No way!!! Wow!!!!
RIP!!!

 

[rAJJIN]

I am sorry to hear this
We just never know. A guy is not guaranteed tomorrow.
He will be missed and I am sorry for your loss 11sh11


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[cm]

RIP Asteelz

 

[ronnieron]

Rip... wtf is happening to our community here at PM? It seems to unfortunately be happening more frequently.

 

[Iabadman]

Very sad .......my condolences ......and glad he had a loving lady and hope she is going to be ok .........much love

 

[BEASTZ6]

So sorry for your loss. He was a great contributor to this board. We will all miss him.

 

[heavyhitter]

I was absolutely shocked to read this. Rest easy brother

 

[MooseKnuckles]

RIP

Enjoy every moment cause it might be your last

 

[lntense]

Didn't expect this. What a great loss for everyone. Family, friends, board members..



R.I.P

 

[chrisrivers]

Another one of us...sorry to hear this.

RIP

 

[prodaf]

RIP

 

[Michael30]

I am so sorry for your lose 11sh11. He was a good contributed to this board. Always liked his posts! He will be greatly missed!!!

 

[Beti ona]

I'm new here but he seemed like a legitimate guy of great value.

RIP

 

[Phidias]

glad he had a loving lady and hope she is going to be ok .........much love

No matter how hard or often we (verbally ) fight with the all in all amazing woman I'm lucky to share my life with, I just CAN'T imagine the kind of pain I or she would be in if such a tragic event should ever happen to one of us two well before you'd "normally" expect it...

11sh11, I sincerely hope you'll find the fortitude to overcome this awfully unfair loss of yours... whatever you may believe in (or not), just never forget that Asteelz will ALWAYS be looking after you. Always.

 

[luckyone]

So sorry for your loss. Condolences and prayers for his family and friends.

your brother in Christ,

Lucky

 

[11sh11]

No matter how hard or often we (verbally ) fight with the all in all amazing woman I'm lucky to share my life with, I just CAN'T imagine the kind of pain I or she would be in if such a tragic event should ever happen to one of us two well before you'd "normally" expect it...

11sh11, I sincerely hope you'll find the fortitude to overcome this awfully unfair loss of yours... whatever you may believe in (or not), just never forget that Asteelz will ALWAYS be looking after you. Always.

Thank you for your message. I could never have imagined this, and it was so unexpected. We'd always felt we'd known each other for many lifetimes before. Having had so much in common, the love of this lifestyle, the acceptance of each other as we were, and all our future ahead... seems so cruel to have had it and then have it taken away.

I wish for everyone who reads this post to appreciate their life. One can truly not know if its their last day.... so make your choices accordingly, to treat your life as a privilege

 

[Matsuo Munefusa]

It is with deep sorrow and heartache that I write this announcement of Asteelz' passing last week, in the early hours of Thanksgiving morning.
For many years, Asteelz has cared about the members of this board like family. Being able to contribute with his knowledge, help members to figure out protocols, share personal experiences, and always give with a genuine interest as was true to his nature.
I still cannot wrap my brain around his absence, and the emptiness in our home is palpable. The intention of my post is to share the news with those whom he considered friends, but not to answer further questions. Thank you for the consideration and respect... To know him, was to know a man with a giant heart, who would willingly help anyone. He will be missed, as equally as he was loved

OH NO
He was one of my favorite people on the forum. He helped me many times privately with questions of a medical nature and helped me on the public forum too. Also was just a really fucking nice dude. I am sitting here with tears in my eyes right now.

I am so so sorry for your loss

 

[LEX]

Huge loss for us he was a great member, Im sure he was a great guy in real life. Sad day.

 

[badguy]

Rest in Peace my friend.

 

[alfresco]

Thank you for your message. I could never have imagined this, and it was so unexpected. We'd always felt we'd known each other for many lifetimes before. Having had so much in common, the love of this lifestyle, the acceptance of each other as we were, and all our future ahead... seems so cruel to have had it and then have it taken away.

I wish for everyone who reads this post to appreciate their life. One can truly not know if its their last day.... so make your choices accordingly, to treat your life as a privilege

11sh11,

I am so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine the pain you must be feeling
now but please know that time will do its magic and you will eventually,
sometime down this dark and lonely road, start to feel better. Yes, it is
cruel and not fair, but asteelz will always, in some way, be with you.
Nobody can take those wonderful memories away.

Unfortunately, life is a continuous series of losses. How we seek to spend
our time may depend on how much time we perceive ourselves to have.
When you are young and healthy, you believe you will live forever. You
do not worry about losing any of your capabilities. People tell you "the world
is your oyster, "the sky is the limit," and so on. And you are willing to delay
gratification, to invest years, for example, in gaining skills and resources
for a brighter future. But as your horizons contract, when you see the future
ahead of you as finite and uncertain, your focus shifts to the here and now,
to everyday pleasures and the people closest to you.

You are so right. No one can truly not know if it’s their last day so we hope to,
try to, make our choices accordingly, and to treat life as a privilege.

Asteelz brought so much to this board. He was such a kind and giving person.
Humble, never complained about how many times we ask the same old stupid
questions. I think in many way we took him for granted, knew he would always
there for us, to help and answer questions. And we were never disappointed.
He was like a human encyclopedia . . . such a wealth of knowledge. And he
never entered into the petty mindless gossip or said a bad word about anybody.
Definitely on of a kind. He will truly be missed.

It was a privilege having his with us and I am glad you had him in your life.