I turn 39 years old next month and start to cycle at 17 y/o and have a heart attack in 2017 , this year after some small 8 weeks blast i lower my test to 80 mg cyp e3,5d with 50 mg balkan proviron every morning for 6 weeks and after 14 days from my last 80mg cyp shot i start 1500 eod hcg for 10 inj follow by standard pct but what i notice from the last year is that low test symptom persist despide the fact that lh fsh e2 prolactin and free test are in normal ranges ,my morning blood sugar start to rise same with cholesterol ,low sex drive ,ed even with cialis ,tirred ,lose all my muscle mass ,2weeks ago after i stop test cyp my blood work was awesome the only thing out of range was rbc and hct count and creeatinine slight elevate ,but the blood work was in the morning and i only drink one glass of water so i think for this reason ,platellets numbers was 250 range 150-450, my plan was from 40 years old to start trt because i start to messing around at a young age ( deca 25 mg farma grade with 20 mg naposim farma grade 4weeks on 4 off stupid ideea i know now,but we didint have Information back than ) 80-100 mg e4-5d or 20 ed with 1-2 blast Per year of 8-10 weeks of 200 mg primo or deca for my joints and 200-300 testo and 3-4 ui hgh ,to short the story i thing i quit from this year of the ideea and after this 3-4 weeks of hcg i start trt and experiment with 20 mg cyp ed for a few months ,i already start to have mild ed ,maybe is mental because my morning wood is still there at 70% but my libido start to decline and my blood sugar to rise and i already lose 1.5 kg so the question is why to wait one more year ,fertility is no issues i already have a daughter and no plan for next… Sorry my english ,i put this question here because this is the place with alot of smart and experienced people .Thanks in advance !