notsobig32
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i suffer from the disease of addiction but i am in recovery now-NA...
there are definitely guys who juice and have a lot of clean time..aas are not in thye same category as opiates, cocaine, benzodiazapines, alcohol etc
I agree with you wholeheartedly but a lot of the people in NA do not feel that way. personally i have wrestled with the decision, and i decided that steroids are ok. They do not affect who i am or how i treat others. I know that it is probably the addict in me justifying it but thats how i keep it straight in my head.
For me, my addiction involved shooting up and the simple fact of having syringes around was a stumbling block for a long time. Once i got a significant amount of clean time under my belt though, i can take my gear(i mean give it to my lab rat) and not get some sorta flashback etc. it gets a little bit better every day and at the end of each day, i can look back and say it is a good thing i didn't use that day=-)
For those still suffering, hang in there and try to get some help, there are tons of people out there who would be willing to help you.