You have my respect no matter what. Your a good guy. I don't care if you compete or not. I respect your passion and the way you live your life. I like reading your posts and think your a valuable member here who adds alot. But just some advice if you didn't big yourself up all the time you wouldn't get the haters. I know that is you but I know you want to be respected by everyone but you don't help yourself.
If your gonna compete then great and I hope you do well. But starting threads about how you are gonna compete and win and come out with weeks left and then it doesn't happen. The same with your legs... you have said you are gonna post pics for years. It just makes you look like you can't keep to your word... so goes against your inspirational threads about life etc. A man only has his word in a way.
Hey you have been open in this thread and basically said how it is so I respect that. I would just hold out on the big threads about your 1st show in the future until you are 100% ready. I will support you... goodluck with the battle with your legs... I am in a same battle... fucking long battle it is