Grid I feel your pain, I think at one time we did similar things for a living so I can really feel your pain. I was a UNIX/Linux Systems Engineer/Admin and it absolutely bored me to tears and the work environment/paging stressed me and caused me many a sleepness night and many ruined weekends. I kept going though because I thought that was what one is supposed to do, the money, what I went to school for blah, blah, blah. I had to deal with one guy in paticular that was absolute bully behind a keyboard jerk who abused me on a daily basis. He would page me in the middle of the night and make me drive into the office to fix problems that could wait until the morning. No matter what I did right, who chose to only focus on what I did wrong. One day it dawned on me that I have always hated the job, it never interested me but once he came into the picture he made it unbearable. So I made a decision to start making other plans, do something that made me happy and I was interested in, no matter what it paid aka bodybuilding, nutrition, training, etc.. I tuned him out and my thought process I will stay until he bothers me again or I find something that makes me happy. This in itself was very liberating and the last month or so at my job was somewhat painless, that was until "Tumor the Hut" called me into the office with documents and everything all official for me to sign with how bad I have been failing performance and I had 30 days to improve or face discplinary action. He and his boss were like okay do you want to go over this or any questions. I said no where do I sign. I went back to my office called Marilyn, she gave me her blessing, I packed everything up through it in my Jeep, came back in turned in my 2 weeks notice and told them I was taking the rest of the day off and vacation for the next 2 weeks.
Never went back and that was one of the greatest days of my life.
I do wish I could get away with putting my fist down "Tumor the Huts" throat though but in life most times it seems what comes around goes around.