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- Jan 10, 2011
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As per advice in my last thread and my dads death anniversary getting me down, gramps gone, and it making my emotions worse, I decided to cut the GH15 protocol and do it my way. And I was growing too fast. I was 293 last wk, I was 297 today, taking an anti e every day. My clothes are at the point where ill be wearing a cheesy 90s track suit everywhere! And not funny! I cut the winny from 700 a wk to 350, test from 700 to 500, tren from 500 to 300 and deca from 600 to 450(any lower and it doesn't help my joints). GH from 8iu eod to 3iu ed. I was reallly blowing up, but there's NO WAY putting that much muscle that fast is healthy for the body. I've been using big as growth program and it works great. I just added a few things here there for weak spots. I don't know bros, you know how we mind fuck ourselves in this cult, did I make the right choice seeing how much and quick I was gaining? Am i right that theres no way its healthy to gain that fast? And with that high GH, my hands hurt like a bitch and my feet were swollen (it happened once I went on rips though). I just dont want to hit 350 or more by next yr, only to keel over a month later. I know this is strictly because I love the look, not compete and remember I'm 6'4, and I'd love lous stand tall look minus the gut lol. So its like I guess I need reassurance from bros I trust that understand this game that I did the right thing.... I gotta tell you that 500mg of tren mind fcked me worse than a stripper girlfriend would! I also took.some progresses pics and amazed at how thick I've gotten but miss being shredded, looking at a pic is comp diff than looking in thr mirror! But thats what offseasons for? As long as I can still lightly still see abs should I keep going fwd because stopping to.cut up right now seems like it would be like taking two steps fwd, one step back. Basically I need feedback if I made the right choice and that if I'm on the right track. About to take a sleeping pill a doc wrote me, tren has had me up for 2 days!! Sorry for the novel, but you cant exactly talk to your neighbours about all this. Much love to all my pm bros and to Dusty, proud of you! Call the cops bro! You were robbed!! Again posting from my cell so mind the long run.on.paragraph!