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last time I was online a little bit more than a month ago and this is the first time I've logged back in since.
So the whole training, dieting, and bodybuilding stuff is one thing. And life is another. Recently I've been out. Maybe it's trying to start my own business (which some how it has ended up being multiple ones) and maybe it's been I've been looking out for other people.
got tired of writing and need to get back to work and honestly it feels stupid to even post this but fuck it, maybe posting this dumb thing will force me to get back on here more often and become very active again. fuck those paragraphs, here is bullet points of life and starting your business
relationship
For my ex (broke up like 2 weeks ago), amazing person and all but super tough life, one day while i was on a trip she has tried to commit suicide...soooo, fuck. Mentally ill mother, financial problem b/c of it all, trying to help but mentally destroying me and so time consuming. I'm still talking to her and still helping her out and have multiple friends that became very close with her and are really helping her out (i know, lots of joke in this part, but they are actually really helping her out, therefore helping me out, A LOT).
employee
Okay so I am at a very weird place and since such a unique experience but the biggest thing is having a place to work and finding people that will actually work. Literally everyone always wants a shit ton of shares in a company and a steady base pay and wtf that's not how startups work. People also fuck around too much so you end up having to do everything yourself. As i'm getting older i'm noticing that people are a lot like products...like cameras. Price being your age and performance being your performance. Teenage years being some $800 to $1k camera and as you get older it gets to higher price range. It's a lot of years for small amount of improvements. Except with people it's not that they can't improve a lot more, it's that they simply gave up, don't care, or won't push themselves hard enough.
So the whole training, dieting, and bodybuilding stuff is one thing. And life is another. Recently I've been out. Maybe it's trying to start my own business (which some how it has ended up being multiple ones) and maybe it's been I've been looking out for other people.
got tired of writing and need to get back to work and honestly it feels stupid to even post this but fuck it, maybe posting this dumb thing will force me to get back on here more often and become very active again. fuck those paragraphs, here is bullet points of life and starting your business
relationship
For my ex (broke up like 2 weeks ago), amazing person and all but super tough life, one day while i was on a trip she has tried to commit suicide...soooo, fuck. Mentally ill mother, financial problem b/c of it all, trying to help but mentally destroying me and so time consuming. I'm still talking to her and still helping her out and have multiple friends that became very close with her and are really helping her out (i know, lots of joke in this part, but they are actually really helping her out, therefore helping me out, A LOT).
employee
Okay so I am at a very weird place and since such a unique experience but the biggest thing is having a place to work and finding people that will actually work. Literally everyone always wants a shit ton of shares in a company and a steady base pay and wtf that's not how startups work. People also fuck around too much so you end up having to do everything yourself. As i'm getting older i'm noticing that people are a lot like products...like cameras. Price being your age and performance being your performance. Teenage years being some $800 to $1k camera and as you get older it gets to higher price range. It's a lot of years for small amount of improvements. Except with people it's not that they can't improve a lot more, it's that they simply gave up, don't care, or won't push themselves hard enough.
