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I was going to share a story about a situation I had earlier in my life. This is something that really pisses me off because it has changed my life. When I was 16, I was diagnosed with testicular cancer. I still remember calling my mom from the hospital, I had gone down for a routine physical, the doctor performed a testicle exam and rushed me over to get an ultrasound and MRI on the testicle immediately. For a 16 y/o, it was a unbelievable challenge, I had some chemotherapy and had part of my left testicle removed. Tough stuff, I got through it, all of my hair grew back and I was myself again. Little did I know that due to the fact I had some old-school doctors, they felt there was no need to augment my natural test production with exogenous test. Everyone knows that the testicles, more specifically the Leydig cells, are responsible for the production of test.
This is my problem, from that point forward I feel my decreased levels of natural test production hampered my athletic endevours. I never realized it, I just finished my first cycle ever, 350 grams of test prop a week, along with Arimidex. I gained 20 pounds, I was on for 8 weeks. I feel it almost completely transformed my body, like the body I was supposed to have, not the body that was created by low test levels. My energy was through the roof, my mental acuity was sharpened, it was a great feeling. It sucks because I am past my athletic prime, not bodybuilding, but football and hockey. I played college hockey and professinal hockey in Europe, but I can't help and wonder,"What I could have been" Not to rant, but guys, don't take your balls for granted. Test is a wonderful compound.
This is my problem, from that point forward I feel my decreased levels of natural test production hampered my athletic endevours. I never realized it, I just finished my first cycle ever, 350 grams of test prop a week, along with Arimidex. I gained 20 pounds, I was on for 8 weeks. I feel it almost completely transformed my body, like the body I was supposed to have, not the body that was created by low test levels. My energy was through the roof, my mental acuity was sharpened, it was a great feeling. It sucks because I am past my athletic prime, not bodybuilding, but football and hockey. I played college hockey and professinal hockey in Europe, but I can't help and wonder,"What I could have been" Not to rant, but guys, don't take your balls for granted. Test is a wonderful compound.