You and I sound like kindred spirits.


. At the beginning of last year I was like 8 months post rotator cuff surgery. So I started to hit it harder. That's when I decided to do the Test/NPP combo. Now bare in mind I had only done basically TRT for the last 4 yrs. I had not really run a "cycle" in that long. So there was the "rebound" from the surgery and the "rebound" from having only done low dose Test for a few years. Well I got up to 275lbs. I decided once it started to warm up I wanted to get "leaner". Plus I had begun to do cardio regularly. So all I did was simply drop one shake from my diet. That cut 1000 calories from my diet right off the bat.
As I have said before whenever I do Npp it makes veins pop out all over my arms. Not sure why that is because its really more of a "mass" builder. Long story short between the drop in calories and cardio I dropped down to 260 by the summer. People in the gym and people at work were making comments just because my arms were so veiny. A guy I work with said " are you getting bigger"? Ha ha. I was actually 15lbs lighter. But those veins really give that illusion. The funny part was like you I could tell my shirts were getting looser. And that really fucks with your head. Ha ha ha. You're like "oh no I'm shrinking". Lol. I wear a XXXL. But they were getting looser on me. The thing is if I tried to buy a XXL and wear that it would be way too small. Its like this "in between" size. If only they made a XXL-1/2 size.
Its so funny how those things will mess with our head. And when people make comments to me about my "size" I always just think "what the fuck are they talking about". My idea of "big" is Mr. Olympia. Lol. But guys like us our mindsets are so far removed from what the "ordinary people" think its not even funny. We just live in an alternate universe. And yes I'm just gonna try the Test/EQ combo. Like I said I've never really run it so I just want to see what happens.