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I used to love Deca. Strength, size, joints always felt great. Last few times I used it (with Test) the mental sides were awful. Intense anxiety and depression. The things I love to do, the places I love to be, the people I love to be around, I didn't want to be bothered by any of it. The gym is my sanctuary at times and I remember sitting in my gym telling myself I was done with training, bodybuilding. Something I've done for 30+ yrs. This could be an age thing or maybe a change in hormones or brain chemistry but I found several guys all around my age, saying they experienced the same thing or very similar.
I've though some about this. I know I've changed in response to some aas (deca I need equal test now, dbol tired at any dose, tren I get neural fatigue at some point regardless of dose or good sleep). Overall I'm still pretty good but some definite changes.
It seems like some people experience this stuff in their young years too (lots of nandrolone depression posts all over other forums - not majority but some part of sample for sure) and for myself, and maybe you, we only got it as our bodies aged and changed. Probably just life. I get heartburn sometimes now, can't tolerate a ton of carbs, and take some meds too.