I'm jealous lol, I tend to respond quite well to gear, I also ran some ibe epistane, had similar results but gained 10 lbs, pumps and strength were similar to rpn havoc.. but I'll tell you one day I was walking down to the gym when I broke my cherry on the havoc my regular 10min walk took 25mins due to calve pump, also couldn't bend over for more than 5seconds, 20g of taurine a day sipped, 8L of water, didn't matter... When they all got banned tried to get as much havoc as possible but a shipping issue left me with none (someone bought them all about a hr before I did)... my dream is some test, epi and gh... maybe add a little tren to that too and hfs. Havoc and ibe epistane also made me feel like a god, the euphoric effect and feeling of well being was very profound