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It seems like for the past few years I keep hitting a wall. First I tore both my labrums and with wanting to finish school I took a year break and took 18hrs (in which each semester I had 9hrs of theoretical math classes) each semester. Then I had my job that had A LOT of complex testings that took me out a few months. Then a surgery that resulted in internal bleeding and now in past 9 months I tore my hamstring a week after I left my job to start up my own business. That took me out for 6 weeks and now for past 3 months I couldn't even afford a gym membership.
I feel like a total bitch. I feel like I keep giving up every time I get close to my goals. I have a coach, I diet hard, I do my cardio, but then every year at some point I keep getting destroyed and miss gym. The past 3 times I kept up up with the diet 85-90% so recovery has been quicker but still. Right now my GF is suicidal and I have wanted to get out of the relationship for months but my conscious won't allow me until she is more stable in her life. sigh*
I have to say, I have a huge opportunity with this start up I'm doing. In fact they are 3 of them. One of them I'm running it all by myself for now until I can hire someone and the other 2 is with a friend. I'm talking about I can hit home run for life with these if they take off (and not far reach either).
Do you guys hit these walls? What do you do? I use to be like most of the guys on here and never miss training but idk if i'm losing control or simply being a pussy.
I feel like a total bitch. I feel like I keep giving up every time I get close to my goals. I have a coach, I diet hard, I do my cardio, but then every year at some point I keep getting destroyed and miss gym. The past 3 times I kept up up with the diet 85-90% so recovery has been quicker but still. Right now my GF is suicidal and I have wanted to get out of the relationship for months but my conscious won't allow me until she is more stable in her life. sigh*
I have to say, I have a huge opportunity with this start up I'm doing. In fact they are 3 of them. One of them I'm running it all by myself for now until I can hire someone and the other 2 is with a friend. I'm talking about I can hit home run for life with these if they take off (and not far reach either).
Do you guys hit these walls? What do you do? I use to be like most of the guys on here and never miss training but idk if i'm losing control or simply being a pussy.