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ok so i have a cousin whom i did not grow up with, reunited recently.
shes a few years older than me, we have very similar life experiences and whatnot, one night at a party we were both at we spent the night just talking about issues we both share and whatnot, deep stuff, wound up caressing eachother on couch,anyway i feel like if there were not any other people around, we would have hooked up.
what the fuck? and now all i can think about is her.
again, not raised together, hadnt seen her since we were kids. there was alcohol involved that night for sure, again nothing happened but feelings were both there im sure. am i so attracted to her because i dont know her, but were related? am i a freak?shes beautiful and successful btw jus sayin not sure if that has anything to do with it.
its fucking with me to say the least. theres more to the situation but i dont feel comfortable putting it out to the world as it could give up my identity
shes a few years older than me, we have very similar life experiences and whatnot, one night at a party we were both at we spent the night just talking about issues we both share and whatnot, deep stuff, wound up caressing eachother on couch,anyway i feel like if there were not any other people around, we would have hooked up.
what the fuck? and now all i can think about is her.
again, not raised together, hadnt seen her since we were kids. there was alcohol involved that night for sure, again nothing happened but feelings were both there im sure. am i so attracted to her because i dont know her, but were related? am i a freak?shes beautiful and successful btw jus sayin not sure if that has anything to do with it.
its fucking with me to say the least. theres more to the situation but i dont feel comfortable putting it out to the world as it could give up my identity