Phil brother that's funny, a bit cruel but funny. On a more serious note, I am assuming you are a very young man, and probably one of your first serious relationships, well kid let me tell you I am 47 and I had one relationship when I was about 25, this woman tore me apart, I couldn't function, no eating , no sleeping, a lot of drinking. I think everybody that has lived for awhile will have that experience, male or female, but guess what, we are creatures that adopt to circumstances and survive, and time heals all things, so tough it out for a while, and you will be just fine. God bless you kid. Minister