I weigh around 176 lbs, I got to around 185.
I eat more than 4000 kcal pretty much all year round and if I go down even for a few days I start to lose weight.
in bulk I eat around 5500 kcal a day.
I'm definitely not complaining about staying lean, but I'm definitely not good at bulking up.
and no, I don't agree that anyone can do it just because you or someone else did.
that's why champions exist (in all sports and in life), because they succeed and others don't, and it's not just a matter of doing what needs to be done with passion and dedication.
Real talk, man... I truly believe everyone's got a gift, y'know? Like, we're all built to shine at somethin'. Some dudes are born to move iron, some got pipes for singin', others got feet for dancin'.
Me? Feels like I missed my shot... whatever it was, I ain't even sure anymore. But it sure as hell wasn't bodybuilding


... (and trust me, it damn sure ain't singin' or dancin' either, lmao).
Sometimes it just hits me like... did I waste my time chasing a dream that wasn't mine to begin with?