Deep like the abyss...
I too feel like slice is smart enough, and share most of his base sentiments. But something has emotionally impacted him, jaded him. His perspective is clearly biased by something more than just recognizing the ritual of marriage has become somewhat of a joke. The legal ramifications are immense, and generally bad for men. But it's a social contract of security women have come to expect in society. Slice has it all figured out, but he's walling himself off from a traditional marriage, family, kids, etc (if he even wants that). I hope it plays out like he wants because I fear his anxiety about exposing himself to the vulnerability of that social contract could limit his life experience or the chance for that family.
Brownbanana I sense you have some clinical background. You should probably be slice's therapist.
I made this mistake. I made her wait a whole year before it was "official". Don't get me wrong. We were in a relationship. I always thought the majority of relationships were bullshit. That I have to be her boyfriend so she knows not to sleep with other guys. I figured that someone who wants to be exclusive, who wants to build something
real, doesn't need someone else or social norms to tell them how. That these boundaries of a
true relationship were intuitively understood.
We had a family. My daughter to this day, still has a picture of her and the boys set as wallpaper on her phone. I don't know if her boys miss me but I miss them.
As a relationship between a man and a woman, and a family, I tried to build something in the truest essence of what those mean in the
real world.
But I know I was very confusing to her and difficult. Maybe I thought I had to be right, maybe I needed control, because from beginning to end - it was always on my terms.
As I look at it now, it was such little things. The least I could have done was toss her a bone every once and awhile. Give her something.
Don't get me wrong, I think society is poison. I think most people are confounded by society's definition and what something is in its truest essence. But as Kant says, "thoughts without content are empty, intuitions without concepts are blind”.
I didn't realize I lost my family and I was the father till they were already gone. I just knew something was wrong and that there was this pain inside of me.
I was flying blind. I guess it comes to no surprised that I crashed.