well, i simply feel better since im using the hgh (pharma, not with generics)
i have good sleep, i have good skin, my nails look better etc.
I was off the GH for 3 weeks beginning of january when i was in hospital and the week after and reintroducing it, i did not get any weight gain, i did not get an increase in resting HR etc.
I definitely had much worse sleep when i was on generics or off.
so right now it seems the positives overweight. And since i am getting regular checkups from my cardiologists (every 6-8 weeks) i would assume that if it goes in the wrong direction we would see it in time.
the fact that my heart size improved (got smaller) is more important for me and my doc than rising EF, since remodeling of the heart is always a sign of improvement. EF depends on way more factors
and dont get me wrong: i appreciate your advises and i totally respect your opinion and i am glad that you are here checking in and telling me what you would do.
i would say right now that i am still "sane" with what i am doing. its almost a year and i have hold back from any stupid dosages, increases in roids etc and i do not plan to do that shit ever again.