I'm 24 and suffer from severe panic disorder, i've had it for over four years, been through therapy, been on more medications than I can even remember (Xanax is ok at best, calms me a bit, but not completely even at high doses). It's so bad I can't work at the moment, I'm staying at home while I go to docs and try to sort this out.
Obviously I'm a bodybuilder as well since I'm on this site. Problem is my panic hits me right in the stomach, I feel nauseas daily and getting my calories in is, there's no nice way to put it, it's an absolute b*tch. I've learned how to maintain myself around 200-210lbs at 5'8 by force-feeding a lot of calorie-dense foods, it's not pretty but it works (Used to use test to help me out a bit but my significant other was worried so I decided it was best to stop).
My panic wears me out, not just the appetite but I feel lethargic and just drained. I seriously feel HGH therapy would not only help me in the gym but it could possibly alleviate some of my health symptoms. I've had every exam and I am in perfect physical health.
What are the odds of someone as young as me being considered for a decent amount of HGH? I'm guessing insurance doesn't cover this? (in which case I can forget it, it's way too expensive for me), is there list of "bodybuilding friendly" doctors by city somewhere? I'd like someone who understands my specific situation.
Obviously I'm a bodybuilder as well since I'm on this site. Problem is my panic hits me right in the stomach, I feel nauseas daily and getting my calories in is, there's no nice way to put it, it's an absolute b*tch. I've learned how to maintain myself around 200-210lbs at 5'8 by force-feeding a lot of calorie-dense foods, it's not pretty but it works (Used to use test to help me out a bit but my significant other was worried so I decided it was best to stop).
My panic wears me out, not just the appetite but I feel lethargic and just drained. I seriously feel HGH therapy would not only help me in the gym but it could possibly alleviate some of my health symptoms. I've had every exam and I am in perfect physical health.
What are the odds of someone as young as me being considered for a decent amount of HGH? I'm guessing insurance doesn't cover this? (in which case I can forget it, it's way too expensive for me), is there list of "bodybuilding friendly" doctors by city somewhere? I'd like someone who understands my specific situation.