Alright gonna lay it all out here. Got back from deployment about 15 months ago. Was on for 12 months straight blasting and cruising, and decided to come off about 3 months ago to try and make a baby with the wifey. Everything was going fantastic, I am still in the 225-230 range at about 14% body fat. Planned on staying off until after we are done having kids because I feel it is selfish to be on and risk fertility. And yeah yeah I know plenty of guys get their wives/girls pregnant while on, but no one can dispute it is much safer fertility wise just to stay off until conception. As of 2 weeks ago my total test was 455 (not bad for after a year straight on imo), LH was 6.7 and FSH was 4.4.
Now to where I made a mistake..
Found out I am deploying again in a few months, and for several reasons we can not make a baby right now we had planned on november but I will be gone by then. I made a knee jerk reaction and just said fuck it if I'm gonna be gone for another year then I want to cycle until I leave, so I pinned 450mg of test e on Saturday night. The next morning I was just like WHAT DID I DO?!? I am full of regret, and am hoping that pinning that test isn't going to set me back too far. I especially feel dumb because I am/was gaining not being on anything with lowish test! So basically how bad do you guys think this is going to set me back LH/FSH/Total Test recovery wise?
Now to where I made a mistake..
Found out I am deploying again in a few months, and for several reasons we can not make a baby right now we had planned on november but I will be gone by then. I made a knee jerk reaction and just said fuck it if I'm gonna be gone for another year then I want to cycle until I leave, so I pinned 450mg of test e on Saturday night. The next morning I was just like WHAT DID I DO?!? I am full of regret, and am hoping that pinning that test isn't going to set me back too far. I especially feel dumb because I am/was gaining not being on anything with lowish test! So basically how bad do you guys think this is going to set me back LH/FSH/Total Test recovery wise?