Hi,
Not sure what to do anymore, I used to post more to the forums. I started a business 3 years ago, and been free of steroids for 2 years. My sex drive still is erratic. I might get some signs of rebound with wet dreams, and a minor increase of sex drive, but never lasts. This might happen every 3 months and I think my body is trying to recover. I do not have health insurance. My training is not as intense and strength is weak. I feel depressed all the time and I could sleep 12 hours a day. My age is 34, and I accepted I ruined my body. I have been tempted to try testosterone at low dose each weak around 150mg. I'm afraid to start over again in hopes my body can produce testosterone again. I go for weeks when I'm very emotional, I think its extra estrogen. My body is starting store extra fat, my figure is just going to shit. I have watched my food and calories but I don't look or feel the same. I'm trying to start a new life without steroids but I feel I'm ruined as a man and a lover.
Anyone have any tips?
Not sure what to do anymore, I used to post more to the forums. I started a business 3 years ago, and been free of steroids for 2 years. My sex drive still is erratic. I might get some signs of rebound with wet dreams, and a minor increase of sex drive, but never lasts. This might happen every 3 months and I think my body is trying to recover. I do not have health insurance. My training is not as intense and strength is weak. I feel depressed all the time and I could sleep 12 hours a day. My age is 34, and I accepted I ruined my body. I have been tempted to try testosterone at low dose each weak around 150mg. I'm afraid to start over again in hopes my body can produce testosterone again. I go for weeks when I'm very emotional, I think its extra estrogen. My body is starting store extra fat, my figure is just going to shit. I have watched my food and calories but I don't look or feel the same. I'm trying to start a new life without steroids but I feel I'm ruined as a man and a lover.
Anyone have any tips?