Shawn Cooke
Banned
- Joined
- Nov 15, 2005
- Messages
- 52
when do you train? or do you just give up on everything? I'm real sick of it, i can't concentrate, im always moody, irritable, depressed. yeah i think i have some mental issues i dont know but maybe it STEMS from the sleep apnea, maybe i have sleep apnea BECAUSE of the way my mind is, i dont know. i fall asleep at work in the office like i MUST do it otherwise i just can't function. i really almost can NEVER function throughout the day. as SOON as i wake up, i wanna fall back asleep, i am groggy when i get up. COFFEE? LOL i can now fall asleep after drinking coffee. if i drink like way too much, i will just be up but i will be extremely paranoid, nervous, my heart races, im anxious, thats why i dont use ephedrine. at the same time, i STILL feel fatigued while up. its a very disgusting way to live, like everything seems like a chore. the simplest things are a task and real tasks seem impossibl., im almost sure i have it. i havent got it checked because i dont have health insurance because well...i dont have the money to pay for it. im willing to buy the CPAP mask off the black market somewhere.
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