here is the secrete to maintaining when off, up cals, up rest periods, train with higher intensity and lower volume, and eat eat eat eat. hell you could end up like baldnazi and even pack on some serious aditional mass. you should not think of anything but this. no reason to give yourself an unnecessary mind fuck.
vets hopefully you see where im trying to take this train of thought.
I hope it's like that bro.......what you said is far a way from the truth, unless this your first, secound cycle....