My recommendation is to not get in the habit of relying on Trenbolone to early on. If theres ONE item you shouldn't have in your cruise protocol, it is most definitely Tren.
Tren is probably the only reason your even able to get away with your shitty diet, because it's a little more forgiving. Eventually you'll need to give it up though when you realize your health is declining.
Honestly bro, i know it's hard but you really need to learn that over analyzing the specifics of your cycle plays such an insignificant role in all of this. I know it sucks to constantly hear how diet is number 1, but it really is the truth. The sooner you accept that and get motivated to really work on your diet, the sooner you'll start seeing exceptional results. Diet is also particularly important because it's one of the ways we can control or limit some of the deleterious effects that AAS has on our health. That should at least motivate you a little.
You need to learn to force feed. Force feeding and slowly increasing calories over time will allow you to take in more whole foods regardless of if you have an appetite or not. It takes some getting used to but for some, like myself, it is a necessity. Have a gallon jug of water by your side. Stuff beef/rice into your face hole. Take a sip of water. Chew Chew Chew. Soften. Maybe another sip of water, chew a little more, then take a bigger sip of water and swallow the food in your mouth much like your using water to swallow a handful of vitamins. It's not ideal, but it's better than not eating at all.
I know youre trying to diet right now. It's okay. Don't make it last too long. Cut hard, lose some fat and get back on the gain train. It's not my recommendation but whatever. One issue a lot of guys in your shoes have is trying to stay to lean for too long. And the constant use of Tren. It never really gives them the chance to put on slabs of muscle, which is obviously a very long process in itself.
If you bulk, while taking in clean enough foods and a slight surplus and the right gear, you can slowly gain muscle over a very long period of time, and stay relatively lean and maintain a decent physique. During this period work on progressive overload and trying to get stronger as well. You're already relatively lean. Don't spend too much time cutting, you'll just be taking 2 steps forward and 2 steps backwards.
This my sound like stuff you already know.. but it's good advice. Skip the tren. Test and deca OR test and EQ with a little hgh. Grow and stay relatively lean, and just keep that pace for a few years. When you actually have some real muscle on your body, THEN you worry about using tren to cut.. Now now though...