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hey guys,
i havent been around much lately. i have been really busy with school. I have finally gotten to the point where i have accepted that i do not have a chance of being even a top amature competiter in bodybuilding. I have scaled back to maintaince doses, and will ramp up as i compete in powerlifting meets, but it will be a while before my knee is ready to go full steam again. So i have decided that if i am gonna bust my ass in the gym, it better look like it. I am tired of staying "bulked", read "fat" for most of the year. I am now sitting at about 212 and comfortable. I can live a somewhat normal life as far as maintaining this size. I just want to thank u guys, Vander esp., for helping me realize i need to find balance with this and the rest of my life. So anyway, here is where im sitting now. i am doing one of those gay ass hot body contests next week to try to win a trip for 2 to Cancun.
i havent been around much lately. i have been really busy with school. I have finally gotten to the point where i have accepted that i do not have a chance of being even a top amature competiter in bodybuilding. I have scaled back to maintaince doses, and will ramp up as i compete in powerlifting meets, but it will be a while before my knee is ready to go full steam again. So i have decided that if i am gonna bust my ass in the gym, it better look like it. I am tired of staying "bulked", read "fat" for most of the year. I am now sitting at about 212 and comfortable. I can live a somewhat normal life as far as maintaining this size. I just want to thank u guys, Vander esp., for helping me realize i need to find balance with this and the rest of my life. So anyway, here is where im sitting now. i am doing one of those gay ass hot body contests next week to try to win a trip for 2 to Cancun.