Just go with the injectables if you can, my significant other is against it as well but that doesnt stop me, what she doesnt know def wont hurt. Just put your vial and syringes up somewhere where she will never look/find and any packages you order such as syringes/gear, just simply tell her its a surprise for her an not to open any packages that come in and then pick her up a little something here and there and make her think thats what you ordered lol. Thats what i do brother works every time. Just use that brain and be creative, its not hard. And if you train like a G she will never know the difference if your using or not, just make sure you can hold your drugs and keep your temper/mood swings under wraps, u know how the lollies can def push them buttons lol. If your still debating it go with what need4tren said about using anavar and proviron, def can't go wrong with that stack.