Not even sure where to start

[powerinabottle1300]

I'll start with a little back groud. I just came off a test E, tren E cycle back in early october. I was on for 10 weeks, came off a little earlier due to knee surgery. I am just about to finish up PCT in the next two days.

Here's my problem, I am so down lately and can't figure out why. I never got like this in the past. My wife is pregnant, like a little over 8 months..due very soon. Our sex life is shit lately, and for a few reasons. My drive obviously left and I do not look at her as the sexy woman I married right now. I love my wife so please don't take my comments the wrong way. I am just not very attracted to her like that right now. I am just not horny ever.

Has anyone else beenthrough something like this? I went and talked to a doctor who ran a full metabolic blood test along with test levels. Everything came back fine other than my test levels were a little high the nurse said.

Is it her being pregnant, me fucking with my hormones, the winter weather? I am lost. I need to feel better badly.

But I would love to hear if other fathers felt this way late in her pregnancy or what. Maybe I am just nuts.

Thanks.

 

[Jello]

My wife was an animal when she was pregnant, and I loved every moment of it.

You messed with your hormones and had surgery, maybe a combination of the two has got your head messed up right now. Viagra/Cialis and maybe some porn should do the trick

 

[Anarky]

My wife was an animal when she was pregnant, and I loved every moment of it.

You messed with your hormones and had surgery, maybe a combination of the two has got your head messed up right now. Viagra/Cialis and maybe some porn should do the trick

yeah i agree, mine was as well, all three times. you should take advantage of it now cause once she has that baby her hormones will be messed up for quite a while! plus she could be resentful!

 

[liftalot79]

Totally Bro....

My training partner just got over this I was ordering different Cialis/Viagra he said he wasn't getting anything out of it.. He was on Test E and he wasn't attracted to his girl because he was carrying them Financially. He said i just feel like not even trying. Then she got her 2nd interview and an offer, she took it for $45K and now he chases her around their house and he loves the Cialis it actually works. What he doesn't know it the same stuff that didn't work before....lol


Your mind can over power alot including Test & Tren.

 

[triathloncoach]

My 2 cents

1) Coming off of Tren is very tough. There is a very good reason why it gives such amazing results. Very strong medicine. You may still be in withdrawl. You go from superman to ummm, something less than superman. Atleast your liver is happy.
2) Some guys just arent attractted to 8 month pregnant women. (I'm married with 2 kids) She wont be pregnant for much longer. Shut your mouth, lie to her if you must, but dont feel too guilty. My ex girlfriend told me that 15 years ago her husband said she looked like a blueberry when she was pregnant. She still gets angry thinking about that comment. (And obviously she got even)
3) Seasonal Affective Disorder. (SAD). Are you in a northern part of thge country? Not a lot of sunshine? Think about an SSRI (see your doc). Try light therapy. Even a tanning booth.
4) Knee surgery probably didn't have a positive effect on your lifestyle or state of mind.

Try not to over think it. It doesn't sound like any of your concerns are gonna be permanent

 

[powerinabottle1300]

Thanks guys. I think part of my problem is just anxiety about bringing a child (a boy!) into this world just scares me a little.

And I know the knee surgery did not help at all. Tren, yeah. My wife made me promise to never take it again.

I did get my hands on Cialis and it does help get things going....but my drive is just not there yet. I have been getting a little better in regards to that though, just slowly.

 

[N623]

1) Coming off of Tren is very tough. There is a very good reason why it gives such amazing results. Very strong medicine. You may still be in withdrawl. You go from superman to ummm, something less than superman. Atleast your liver is happy.
2) Some guys just arent attractted to 8 month pregnant women. (I'm married with 2 kids) She wont be pregnant for much longer. Shut your mouth, lie to her if you must, but dont feel too guilty. My ex girlfriend told me that 15 years ago her husband said she looked like a blueberry when she was pregnant. She still gets angry thinking about that comment. (And obviously she got even)
3) Seasonal Affective Disorder. (SAD). Are you in a northern part of thge country? Not a lot of sunshine? Think about an SSRI (see your doc). Try light therapy. Even a tanning booth.
4) Knee surgery probably didn't have a positive effect on your lifestyle or state of mind.

Try not to over think it. It doesn't sound like any of your concerns are gonna be permanent[/QUOTE

All this is good advice. Just keep your head cool. Get outside and in the sun for a bit each day. Realize how beautiful your wife is in her prenancy, don't freak. Things always have a way of turning out. Try some Proviron too, 25mg twice a day. And it never hurts to pray.
Good luck brother

 

[Emery]

Lots of stress can really fuck with your emotional and physical health. Sounds like you have a LOT going on right now.

If you need... Ask your doctor about Zoloft... There is nothing wrong with treating depression, it's like any other illness.

Good luck man!