xCel, you look great man. She's probably kicking herself in the ass right now for not taking care of herself like you did over the years. Now, let's look at it this way, what is she going to get and what are you going to get as far as looks go with a new lover? I do know that is not everything, but I doubt she'll find someone built like you. Glad you're turning your life around, as it is a great inspiration to people who think that it is always too late to do something about it. It's never too late.