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I am struggling with heroin addiction, and just curious if there were any recovered heroin addicts on the board.
ok.. where do i start? My older brother shot dope for 13 years. Lived on the streets of atlantic city for about 6. straight up BUM! He is now a personal trainer and just opened a supplement shop on feb 14th... i have never in my life met somone so addicted to herion then him.. and he is alive and doing well.
My younger brother also became addicted to herion, after a few years of messing with oxys.. and perks...
and me? YUP! you guessed it... u would think growing up without my brother around because of herion id stay far away from drugs huh? NOPE! ( my poor fuckin parents :/
How long have u been using? how many bags a day? sniffing it or shooting?
Im still on suboxone... been 2 years now... i beleived it saved my life.. But at the same time, my body is now addicted to it so when i try an come off i get sick.... worse then dope sick.... yea.. i just said WORSE then dope sick
swallow your ego.. and get your ass to an NA meeting... as hard as it is raise your hand and tell them u are struggling... tell them u just wanted to get that off your chest. At the end of the meeting u will have atleast 3-4 good ppl come up and talk to u. DO WHAT THEY SAY... go to 90 meetings in 90 days.. they are clean for a reason. EVEN IF WHAT THEY ARE SAYING MAKES NO SENSE SHUT UP..AND LISTEN TO EVERY WORD THEY SAY TO U AND IN THE MEETINGS.... DO IT IT WILL SAVE YOUR LIFE!! you wrote this thread cuz u know your in some shit... PLEASE trust me and find an NA meeting tomorrow.. or tonight if u can. PM me any time bro.. ive been there... lived it.... and will do anything to help
there is a way out of your troubles my friend...its called NA (NARCOTICS ANONYMOUS)....regular attendance of meetings...get a sponsor and allow him to guide you thru the 12 steps...remember you never have to feel that way again...god blessI am struggling with heroin addiction, and just curious if there were any recovered heroin addicts on the board.