@tkav1980, if you want to be your own boss you can do it. I don't know much about creating YT content but everyone has to start somewhere. Nothing happens over night which it sounds like you realize it. If you stay committed who says you can't succeed. I've been jobs that I hate beyond life......not able to get out of bed to try to fake it. I made a commitment many years ago that I would never work in a career that I hated with all my heart. Life is short....I know it's cliche but it's the truth. Continue to grind and outwork any and everyone. You can't teach hard work.